Awakening July 2017

After hibernation for more than half a decade, I am awaken.
These 5 years many things happen. Always full of surprise.
A lot things change, the world changes, people changes, weather changes too.
the most incredible is my blog still can log in.
I am back to single. Imagine the life for 10 years, someone with you. Now everything changes.
I have to do everything by myself.
Looking into the mirror, telling my something nice.
Buy myself some good stuff and costy.
Being alone in some where far far land from home is extremely difficult.
Watching someone you loved walk away.
Is time to wake up. Can't keep living in the past and f**k move on.
It was bleeding love, keep bleeding, bleeding and bleeding.
I am change too. More mature? More caring? Is just a lie.
I believe one sweet day will come one day. But when is it?
No answer and no one knows. Just have to wait patiently.

It is friday

A recurrence disorder

All my emotion now is describe as
a lonely people walking down the an empty street in a rainy day.

It was happening long long time ago.
Probably 5 years back.

Now it occur again.

I am not sure whether this is a pathology or just a norm that everyone will have.
After did something,
my mind was cramped up, and started to thinking all the nonsense.
Makes my life so miserable.

Feel so moody and craps of my life.
My life just like a rubbish and trash.
Nothing much!

Living in an imperfection.
So many insufficiency.
Suddenly feel there are many many gap between my life.
No matter how hard i try, the gap was bottomless!

A lot of questionS spinning around my mind!
Why these?
Why that?
I wouldn't figure it out.
Mind block!

I feel so empty right now.
I can't even sense happiness in my life.
I taste nothing but sour and bitter.
All the sensation i got right now at the moment is fear.
I am afraid, my tear was in my eyeball, trying hard not to let them flow out of my eyelid.

I hate this feeling.
I feel like no value of my life.
I am trying to be positive and optimistic.
But I couldn't make it.
I am sorry! I let my mind and body so stress.

It just couldn't get rid of it so soon.
I believe it takes time.
Time is the best solution.

這招好狠！你要不要試試？

這招好狠！你要不要試試？

All I want for Christmas is YOU!

=]

♥

Lets countdown for christmas

2 days to go. It is Christmas!
I love Christmas so much.

♥

Insane Week!

This week is the greatest week ever in my whole life.
I went to a lot of place around kl and selangor.
I went to

Mid Valley,
Gardens,
Pavilion,
Lot 10,
Fahrenheit 88,
Sungai Wang plaza,
Times Square,
Low Yat,
Sunway Pyramid,
One Utama

and

Kepong village Mall...

Hahaha.... =]