FUZZY...

Sometimes, really hate myself...
between I keep asking myself to love myself...
So, I don't know what should I do now???
I am very fuzzy... and exhausted!!!

Just now, I saw a phone** model SAMSUNG STAR...
then I have the feeling to buy it...
But I know I cant... haiz...
In fact, My SE phone really have some little problem.
But, it doesn't mean I have the right to buy a new cellphone...
In my mind, I kkep dream I own a phone....

Basically, it is touch screen with wifi network system, 3.2 megapixel camera.
while it do not have 3G...
See, so cool...


Although the function have a bit defect but I still love it...
As it is so cool and awesome... I wish to have this kind of since i was young young and young.
Not everyday is Sunday... of coz it have his major defect, that is the colour...
this model with wifi network function only have pink in colour... no others...
Sometimes, I think i can take it if i took the pink one, meanwhile, I do not sure whether is true or not...
Very FUZZY!!!!

The guy offer a very best deal compare to the market value, and he said he gift us a lots. after compare to 4-5 shop lots, the guy really offer the beat deal.... and this is a promotion before RAYA....
FUZZY FUZZY!!!!

Actually, there have black in colour but this model do not have wifi network function...
Again so FUZZY!!!!
Why don't a thing comes in perfect???
Why there must have some place which is not satisfactory???
Instead of the pink one, I like the black one...
Instead of the non wifi, I prefer the wifi one...

Lets compare....


pink samsung star


OR

black samsung star...????even though ones is very close to you but it is hard to open your(my) golden mouth to seek for a hand...
VERY VERY FUZZY!!!
Hard to say to my papa...
Hard to say to my mama...
scare being kill...
but, my phone is hampir broken down, is no point if they not let me to buy a brand new 1...
when i look and talk to my parents, I cant say it as they work hard. And i spend it for nothing, just for my own entertainment...
I heart feel sad...
So I should grow up!!!
Talk to my papa directly or indirectly.
or, consider for another one week la...

:-(